This healing business can be slow going. Sometimes, motivation is lacking. There are all these questions swirling around and I just don't know the answers.
I've always needed to know the answers. I don't need that so much now but I find myself curiously stuck, for no apparent reason. Something is going on somewhere inside me and I find it hard to do everyday things. So I do what I can, until I can do more.
One question asked by my therapist keeps haunting me: am I an extrovert or an introvert? Somehow, just the permission to possibly not be what I've always been has been both scary and freeing.
I don't have to be anything I'm not.
But how do you stop being what you aren't when that is all you have been?
No answers right now, just questions.
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